Monday, June 11, 2012

Happy Fenwayversary!! Reflections 1 year later


1 year ago today was the most EPIC of concerts in the history of NKOTB….Fenway Park!  How can one truly put into words the feeling of being in that stadium, standing on center field, watching such an amazing group of men on a stage.  While most in my twitter timeline have spent today reflecting on the cruise they just disembarked from, I have spent today reflecting on a moment in time that happened one year ago!  It truly was a night of EPIC proportions!

It was a night that began, NOT when I arrived in Boston on June 11, 2011, but on Wednesday, January 26, 2011…the Fenway Park concert announcement.  After much speculation, the guys confirmed that they were indeed going to be performing in America’s Most Beloved, Historic, & Legendary Ballpark, Fenway Park.  They would join the ranks of so many greats that have played in the ballpark….Bruce Springsteen, Paul McCartney, Neil Diamond, and Aerosmith…just to name a few!  As a Red Sox fan, how could I NOT be at this ONCE IN A LIFETIME event!?  Well…my bank account had other things to say.

In the weeks prior, as speculation started to arise about the possibility of a Fenway show, my girls and I decided, YES, we MUST be there, and we MUST do it the right way….5*!!  There simply was no other way to attend this concert in our minds!  Done deal, right!?  Flash forward to Monday, January 24, 2011….CRASH!!!  A car accident would take that money that would have gone to Fenway right out of my pocket!!  I hoped and prayed that when the announcement was officially made that we would have plenty of notice about when tickets would go on sale.  HA!  Funny right…have I learned nothing in my years as a Blockhead?  “Plenty of notice” is not in the vocabulary of the New Kids!  Return now to Wednesday, January 26, 2011…according to the announcement on nkotb.com…“Block Nation presale will begin on Thursday, January 27 at 10 am PST.”  Sssssssssssccccreeeeeettttttccccchhhhh my hopes and dreams of attending this concert 5* style drastically came to a halt!!  I cried!  I literally sat at my desk and cried!  I was both THRILLED about the announcement of the concert and HEARTBROKEN over the thought that I would not be able to attend this concert in the way I had originally planned to!!  We had less than 24 hours’ notice as Block Nation members to decide on a game plan…what would I do?  For about an hour after the announcement, I sat and cried.  I couldn’t think of what to do!  How could I possibly afford to buy a 5* ticket when I just had to pay to have my car repaired?  I didn’t even have my car at the time…I was more upset about the concert than I was about my car!  After about an hour of tears, I opened up my bank account and a calendar to determine what bills were due when.  I moved some funds around, and hoped and prayed that the 5* would not cost any more than $500…because also with less than 24 hours’ notice, we had NO IDEA about prices for meet & greets…all we knew was that they were going to cost more than the typical NKOTB meet & greet.

I had moved the funds around…now it was time to wait for sale time.  I went to work that next day, told my supervisor I needed my lunch break a little before 1pm.  I had my game plan.  Then the stomach bug, which had been going around the school, hit me!  After only about an hour of work, I was sent home sick.  Being home sick of course didn’t help the nerves of a typical ticket buying day!  At least if I had been at work there would have been some distraction to keep me from staring at the clock.  Now, I lay in bed watching the hours tick by on the clock.  Finally, 12:45 rolled around…I got out of bed, sat at my desk, sent some tweets, and then turned off twitter at around 12:55…couldn’t have anything extra open potentially slowing down the ticket buying process.  12:59pm, I am a bundle of nerves and nausea (not a good mix, btw)!  I start to click refresh, and at 1pm on the dot, I get in!  By 1:02pm I had confirmation!!!  I would be doing a 5* meet & greet at Fenway Park!!!!!!!!!  Receiving that confirmation from ILAA (now known as VIP Nation) completely turned my week around…It had been the most emotional week, and I was happy to have the confirmation in my hand that I would be attending the Fenway concert 5*…even if it did mean that I couldn’t do anything else for the months leading up to the show!!

Saturday, June 11, 2011...With the threat of pouring rain, I get in the car and start heading to Beantown, extremely excited and anxious for the meet & greet and concert.  I’m equipped with my suitcase, Ziploc bags, my water repellent Red Sox coat, an umbrella, TWO cameras and fully charged camera batteries!  Driving alone from CT, I have no one to distract me with how long this trip can feel!  2 hours and 45 minutes later, I arrive in Boston, MA.  As I am heading to my exit off the Mass Pike, I see my first signs of Fenway Park…the Citgo sign!  My stomach starts to do flips, and my heart starts racing!  I’ve been to Fenway Park many times before, but on that day in that moment, it was all different. 

I check into my hotel room, and await the arrival of the three girls I am sharing the room with.  Jill is coming down from Canada, and has met up with my Maine girls, Lauren and Holly.  The three of them were driving down together, and I couldn’t wait to see them!  While awaiting their arrival, I pop over to the hotel room of my other girls who would be in our meet & greet photo with us.  I am in the middle of a hug with one of the girls, when I look over at the bed and scream!!  My 2010 cruise roommate and one of my bests, Carin, is sitting on the bed!  I run to the bed and practically jump her!  I start crying because I am so excited to see her!  One of “my favorite girls” has just pulled a major surprise on me!  When I had left the cruise that year, I was unsure when I would see her again, knowing I had no plans to go on the 2012 cruise!  Best surprise of the day!

After getting ready for meet & greet, and assuming I have “packed” everything I need in my bag, we girls cross over the bridge from the Buckminster Hotel to Fenway Park.  I am getting so nervous and excited at this point.  We head over to the entrance of the State Street Pavilion, and check in for meet & greet.  We receive our lanyards and our envelopes with concert tickets.  I am hopeful to have good seats, but based on my experience with the Foxwoods 5* in 2010 (20th row), I am not very positive that I will have much luck.  I look down at my ticket…*double take*…2nd ROW!!!!!  The event hadn’t even started and this concert was already EPIC on so many levels.

We head upstairs to meet & greet, where I proceed to knock back FOUR Sam Adam’s Summer Ale’s before our letter is called.  While waiting, we are able to see part of the preparations for the concert from the big windows overlooking the field.  By the time our letter is called, I have a SERIOUS buzz going, but determine that this MIGHT be helpful for me…I can never get words out to Jonathan…I simply freeze when I get near him.  He makes me so nervous that I can barely get out a hello and thank you.  I was hopeful the alcohol in my system would make it different!  As we head into the curtained off “room,” I head over to Joe Mac first...big smile, big hug, and then he sees my “Soxasm” shirt with the photo collage of them at the Fenway press conference… “That shirt is AWESOME!”  Aww, thanks Joe!  Guess what…I FINALLY met Joe Mac!  2 cruises and 2 5* meet & greets later and I finally met the bastahd!  ;-)

Heading over to Jon, my nerves begin to appear again…DAMMIT!  I say hi, put my arm around him, and turn toward the camera just in time for our picture to be taken.  After our picture is taken, I get one of the AMAZING Jon hugs!  As we are hugging, Jon tells me to make sure I say hi to all the guys before heading out.  “Ok, thank you.”  Just like that my moment with Jon is over…and all I’ve said is “hi” and “ok, thank you.”  FAIL!  Hahahaha!! Clearly alcohol does NOTHING for my ability to talk to Jon Knight!  I get a hug from Danny, who is also very excited about my shirt, and a hug from Donnie and Jordan.  I contemplate going to Jon for one more hug, but freak out and walk out of there instead.  Oh well!  The man makes me nervous, what can I say!

We grab a bite to eat after meet & greet.  A chance to hang out and talk with each other before we all head off to our seats for the show.  As we head to our seats, and begin to walk out to the seats, that wave of butterflies hits me again.  I know the field is covered with a platform, but I was about to step “on the field”!!  This became one of the most surreal moments of my life.  Jill and I, both Red Sox fans held onto each other and practically jumped to our seats!  We took pictures everywhere.  I didn’t know what I was most excited about…the concert or standing in center field!  I mean, seriously…I was standing where Jacoby Ellsbury stands….not to mention the fact that only one row was separating me from the stage!  I was on an overload of emotions at that moment!

Then…it all begins!  The Mayor of Boston comes out and declares June 11, 2011 NKOTBSB day in Boston, and the large NKOTBSB banner drops over the Green Monster!!  AMAZING…but then, MARK WAHLBERG hits the stage!  His introduction is perfect, and it takes a lot of effort to hold back the tears as he talks about how proud he is of his brother, and how grateful he is for Donnie…because if it hadn’t been for Donnie, he might still be locked up somewhere!  NKOTB is introduced over the loudspeaker as if they are players on the Red Sox!  They each run out of the dugout and onto the field, waving to the crowd, until Donnie, “the captain,” rounds them up and they run onto the stage…”Ladies and gentlemen….NKOTBSB!”  I am bundle of excitement. 

The rest of the night is a blur of different emotions!  It was the perfect night!  2nd row on the side of the stage that Jon spent most of the time!  So there he was, along with 8 other guys, in blinged out Red Sox jersey’s, standing 2 rows from me!  I was in HEAVEN!  SOXASM for sure!!  I just kept clicking pictures, I couldn’t stop!  Goosebumps during the opening number, as Donnie screamed out FENWAY!!!!  The minutes seemed to fly by during the concert!  Before I knew it, my camera battery on my good camera had died.  Apparently the rest of those batteries were in the hotel room…I had the batteries to the crappy camera, which I thought I had left in the hotel room…only to find out later it was buried in my bag…major camera fail!  Oh well…it forced me to live in the moment that was Fenway and not watch the concert through the lens of my camera!  Looking back I am thankful for the camera fail, because had I been focused on what I was seeing in the camera, I would have missed some of the incredible, epic moments that happened once the rain came!

And boy did that rain come!  I remember thinking at one moment, maybe we are going to get lucky and the rain is going to hold out!  Then, the skies opened up and it started to pour!!!  Both the guys and the fans had nothing to do but embrace the rain that was falling!  Shirts came flying off new kid’s backs, and the stage became a Slip N Slide!  I will NEVER forget watching 9 guys splashing around on a stage like a bunch of kids jumping in rain puddles!  I embraced the rain, handing my umbrella off to a friend.  Alternated between taking one picture on the camera, before the battery would die again, and my blackberry…and of course trying to keep them dry was a task all its own!

There were Bruins jerseys for Don’t Turn Out the Lights, and then blinged out Celtics jerseys atop the Green Monster for the encore!!  Hearing the Dropkick Murphy’s “Shipping Up to Boston” intro to the encore always gets me pumped and excited, but that night it had a different feeling!  Being in that stadium, hearing that song, which has meaning to both the Red Sox AND the New Kids made it all the more exciting!  Jon Knight and Danny wood slip n sliding up the stage and almost crashing into the steps!  Danny almost slipping off the stage during the group huddle at the end, but having his band mates grab him and pull him back up!  The sprays off water off the stage as new kids and backstreet boys slid up and down the stage!

How could I possibly leave this moment?  How could I possibly walk out of that ballpark when the lights went out on the stage?  I never wanted that night to end.  I didn’t care that I was standing there, drenched to the bone, with my feet squishing in my sneakers!  How could I walk out of a concert where I stood center field at Fenway fahkin pahk and witnessed the most epic of concerts in NKOTB history?  As I sit here, thinking about that night one year ago, my heart is racing, and there are goose bumps on my arms again!  The smile on my face right now reminds me just how incredible that night was!  I feel so blessed to have experienced such an amazing moment!  To share in that moment with some of my favorite girls in the world, made the night all the more epic!  People in my life who don’t understand what we share with NKOTB all said to me that it must have sucked that it poured the way it did at the show.  I look at them and with a giant smile on my face, say “NOPE!  It was EPIC!  Fenway would not have been Fenway without the rain!”  As Neil Diamond would sing “Good times never seemed so good, so good, so good!”  Thank you New Kids on the Block and Backstreet Boys for such a once in a lifetime event!  I am truly grateful to have been able to be there in that moment!  Happy Fenwayversary to all my fellow BH’s who were lucky enough to be in that rainy ballpark on June 11, 2011!!  Here’s hoping we’ll someday get a DVD of that incredible night!

*side note…as I was writing this blog, Sweet Caroline, and the Fenway Tour opener (which I got from a YouTube video) both played, and as I was writing the end of the blog, the live version of Hangin’ Tough/We Will Rock You, complete with the Dropkick intro, played…It was awesome and creepy that that song played as I was writing the end of this blog!*


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